Too lazy to quit being lazy?
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|Mon, 07-07-2003 - 2:18pm|
First time to this board :) This might be a bit long just to warn you :)
I have suffered from depression and anxiety since I was a little kid. I'll be 25 in Sept. When I was little my parents never took me to the doc, and now I can't afford to go myself. Heck, I can't even afford health insurance from work. Anyway, there are so many things that I want to change about my life. I am out of shape and about 10-15 lbs over weight. I know I have to exercises and change eating habits to get in shape and lose weight. I want to get out of debt and have a job I will enjoy. To do that I know I need to go to school to get a better job. I can't figure out how to go to school and not get even farther behind in bills. I want to be able to go out and not be afraid of being around a bunch of people (i get panic attacks now from that sometimes) I know I want to change, but I can never get myself up to do anything about it. I just feel tired all the time. I am too tired to get up and exercise for 20 min. I am too tired to get up and clean. I am too tired to even look for a better job. I dread going to work now. I just can't stop being lazy. My husband is the same way. He is tired of having low paying unfullfilling jobs. He is overweight but doesn't exercise either. How do we stop being lazy? Many people have said "just get up and do it." If it's that easy then why can't we do it?