Will I ever be happy?

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-17-2003
Will I ever be happy?
Fri, 11-28-2003 - 11:54am
Hello , First time poster , I have no where I can go .

So, why not here . I am a MESS . Mt life is a sad one .

I am about to turn 40 ........( scared) I am unhappily married

NO children . Non existent SEX life . No Education nor money .

I strayed form my marriage and got involved with a very cold man .

I have this strong liking for him . I just can't let go .

I am a compulsive overeater ......I hate my job / OM works there .

I am 5'3 and weigh 235lbs .......Why do I allow myself to live this kind of life

I have lost interest in just about everything . I am hurt ! I want to call other man !

I also smoke Marijuna on a daily basis . I need to run away from reality .

I am also .taking meds EFFEXOR ......Im still sad .....I have not stopeed eating since I woke up and the urge to call OM is overwhelming . I have NO plans today ..


iVillage Member
Registered: 03-25-2003
Fri, 11-28-2003 - 2:20pm

Hello and welcome to the board, I'm glad you found us.

Today seems to be very quiet around the boards, so please don't feel bad if you don't receive a lot of posts today... you are the only other person I've seen here today.


iVillage Member
Registered: 01-05-1999
Mon, 12-01-2003 - 2:17pm

Hi and welcome,

Oh honey, I feel so bad for you.

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