SELF-ESTEEM SO LOW I FEEL HOPELESS
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|Sat, 10-25-2008 - 10:02pm|
I'm in my early 30's with 2 beautiful kids and a great husband. However, it may all seem nice from the outside. Inside, I feel so hopeless because I have major self-esteem issues.
I'm ALWAYS comparing myself to everyone. My husband has even asked me a couple of times if I was bi-sexual. He was joking, but in a way it seems like I am sometimes only because I'm looking at women. I'm not bi at all. I just look because I feel like I can't compare to anyone. I'm not terribly overweight. I would like to lose 15 lbs. That would make me skinny enough that I could fit into skinny jeans.
It's so bad that I can't even watch a movie with beautiful girls without feeling like my