My Heart is Breaking
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|Wed, 10-28-2009 - 1:46pm|
About 6 months ago, I discovered that my husband was crossing the line with a woman online. I found conversations that they had had. He told her that he was having very sexual dreams about her. He told her that he wanted to have sex with her. He also told her that he didn't think that I was as attractive as other women that he had been with. I even found out that at one point, she sent him naked pictures of herself.
I talked to my husband and told him that all of this was unacceptable. He started crying and saying things like I didn't deserve to be treated like that and that he didn't mean what he said. I don't know if that is true. From what I can tell, he hasn't talked to her since I asked him to stop. He is spending more time with me and is more affectionate. However, I cannot move past it. I am worried that this will happen again. My self-esteem is at an all time low. I am convinced that he isn't attracted to me and that he is thinking about this other woman. I don't know what to do. I think about it all the time. I am wondering if this is a self-esteem issue that is exaggerating the issue. Please help. What can I do to help my self-esteem?