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|Mon, 11-30-2009 - 9:49pm|
I just lost the love of my life due to me not liking the way i look, feeling worthless, and lying to make myself look and feel better. I have had issues with my looks since i was a little girl. It is hard for me to deal with it all. My self-esteem has to be lower than the equator. People tell me that i am beautiful and I get very angry with them. I feel like they are lying. I know what i look like. that is why i only have one mirror in my house. But knowing that i lost the best thing that has ever happened to me due to my lies, I need to make some serious changes.
So my problem is that i hate the way i look and I complain and sulk about it. In my head i will make up stories and lies to make myself look like Iam important or wanted. Am i crazy?
Someone please help me. I want to get the love of my life back and make serious changes before it is seriously too late.