living suddenly single?!
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|Fri, 01-29-2010 - 8:51pm|
I am so angry!
I have recently moved back in with my Mother in my home state after living 2 very stressful years in New York City....
It was stressful because I had a high maintenance job where the staff was way too ungrateful of all of the work I was doing..
It was stressful most of all because I was a preschool teacher where the salary was so bad and I was supporting myself and my unemployed boyfriend for almost an entire year on this horrible salary in one of the most expensive cities in the world...
It was way too much to handle on my own. I payed the rent, the cable/internet, my phone bill, my credit card bill, my transportation, groceries, etc. all on my own with hardly any help. In November of 2009 my boyfriend finally got a job, but it did not pay enough.
I ran out of all of my money and I got into debt. I had to move back home and leave my boyfriend in NYC on his own because I just could not support the both of us anymore, hardly myself!
Last night after being back home with my Mother for 2 weeks, I have just become so gloomy and I feel like the biggest failure. I left my boyfriend behind, am dirt poor and in debt, and feel like the biggest loser.
Late last night my boyfriend called me to say