I think I'm feeling too good? m
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|Fri, 04-04-2003 - 11:45pm|
I expected this time period to be really difficult, but it hasn't. I feel fine. Haven't done any Inner Child work or journaling, because nothing has been bothering me.
Is it normal to have periods of time like this? It's not that I WANT to feel anxious and upset, it's just that prior to the last two weeks I had a LOT of times that I felt that way.
Does this mean I'm "cured?" What a silly question--I'm sure that's NOT it. What I was really wondering is if it is typical on your healing journey to have times of reprieve after you have worked through certain things where you feel "fine," and then your psyche realizes that you're strong enough to remember more? Like the lull before a storm, kind of? I've even had times over the last few days when I've wondered if I made the SA up or made it out to be a bigger deal than it was. Like I feel so good that nothing like that could possibly have happened.
I don't know if this is making much sense; it certainly feels like a ramble.
As a side note, my therapist has NEVER asked any leading questions, never even asked me if I was abused sexually. I brought it up on my own, and our sessions are me bringing things up. Just in case anyone was wondering if it was the therapy that was stressing me out. I always feel better after meeting with her.
Boy, am I overanalyzing or what!
I would appreciate any responses you can give me. Thanks!