How Do You Deal?!?
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|Fri, 05-02-2003 - 5:09pm|
I feel like I have never dealt with them now and I feel back to step one. I feel worthless and ugly and like I am only good for one thing - all which I was "taught" at such a young age - which I know isn't true - but sure feels like it at times. I find myself doing stupid things just to feel "loved" - which has NOTHING to do with love ya know?!?! I don't even know if I am making sense to anyone.
Where do I go from here? How do I stop how I am acting and realize that I AM worthy of true love and not to be used for sex and how do I realize that I am better than that. What happened to me when I was little I had no control over but now I do and I am not stopping this craziness! Does this make any sense?