Feeling like I'm in denial (triggers)
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|Wed, 07-16-2003 - 5:18pm|
He said my dad never did that kind of stuff to me because I was his favorite and he protected me. That got me to thinking that maybe there was a reason he was "protecting" me. I honestly don't kow if I'm making a mountain out of molehill or not. I obviously don't want to assume he did anything to me but then again I am totally afraid to have my children left alone with him.
The one time it happened he put my daughter down for a nap and then next thing I heard about was that she had thrown up (she had never before then and has never since even thrown up) so for some reason it scared me and made me wonder if he touched her or something. I'm frightened right now.
Please offer me some advice if you can. Is it possible that I split off at some point in my childhood? Does it mean I have lots of personalities or something? Wouldn't my husband notice if I had many personalities? Wouldn't I lose time or something? Anyway...