Question about therapy
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|Tue, 07-22-2003 - 7:38am|
Anyway, my question is this, does it really take this long? I mean is this just a "getting to know your & your issues" routine?
I know that I dont post here alot, Im still trying to be "comfortable" with this. I feel like when I do talk about this, people will see me as trying to get attention. Here & in life. Im still grappling with the whole "was I really abused" thing. Im not even really sure. I know that I have a few memories that are really disturbing & just have "that feeling". But as to who it is, I havent the slightest idea, it could be brothers, my uncle, grandfather, or he** even my father, which may also explain a few things. I hate the not knowing, I am a very curious & ok, nosy person, not to mention wanting to be in control of the situation, so this is rather annoying to me that I dont know anything.
I will post in the "My story" section with what I do remember. Its just nice to have a little understanding and comforting, ya know? I brought this up with the one brother I dont see as a suspect, and he basically defended my other 2 brothers, not mention my DH spoke with him about it (two seperate & not related conversations) & he defended them to him also.
Im sorry, Im rambling. I dont talk or open up much but when I do its like some one left the gate open, so to speak.;)