I believe you are the one that recommended that I come to this site and I came across your post...I wonder if us being pregnant somehow brings up all of these feelings we thougt we dealt with and we were over...I too have suddenly started having flash backs or images and dreams of my father. Sometimes when I take a shower I am afraid to close my eyes cause I think when I open them he will be there..It is so sad. I am a grown woman now and I am not afraid of him anymore. Or at least I thought I wasn't. I just want to thank you for introducing me to this board. It is comforting to know there are other people out there who understand. And it amazes me how people we don't know or never met before can be so kind and caring. It just makes you wonder how our own parents couldn't treat us that way..Either way I am so thankful to find this place...Take care and please email or message me anytime..
Mommy to Jacob Ryan 14, Summer Jade 2 1/2 and new little sissy Cierra Janelle&
I am the mother of a 3 1/2 year old who also thought that she had forgiven the person who abused me.
I'd like to add my own welcome to the mix. I have to agree with the others. You'll probably find great benefit from therapy so it's great that you've taken the steps to find someone. I guess the question is, what resources are you using to find one who specializes in CSA? I suggest trying emdr.org, rainn.org or selfleadership.org