I know when I make a mistake

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Registered: 08-16-2008
I know when I make a mistake
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Sun, 09-21-2008 - 8:25pm
Those of you who know me may know well enough by now that once in a while I get triggered and I apologize for causing a "scene". I think you are all amazing and I thank you for all of your support over the past months.
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Sun, 09-21-2008 - 8:38pm

I think that until I find a therapist it would be best that I step back and not post here anymore. Most of you are in therapy and are well beyond where I am at. I am still fisty-cuffs at anything that I may find "offensive", and I admit that I react before I think. This is not a "reactive" position that I am taking, rather a proactive stance. I have now caused two people to leave this board and that's not okay. When I get a bit of therapy behind me I may be back.

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Sun, 09-21-2008 - 8:44pm

ps... this is not a plea for you to "beg" me to stay... one thing i don't do is manipulate my friends... I'll catch ya later when I catch Ya later... just remember that I love you all and though I'm not here I will be thinking about you and sending you my love, my thoughts and my prayers. Take gentle care of yourselves and I hope that when I next post you will meet a brand new in therapy Sue.

Love you all

Sue

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Sun, 09-21-2008 - 8:53pm

Hi Sue,


It is my opinion that it would be a grave mistake for you not to come here anymore.

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Sun, 09-21-2008 - 9:19pm

Hi Sue,


Just so you know - I am not the type of person to "beg" anyone to do anything - but I do think you should stay.


Kelley

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Sun, 09-21-2008 - 10:28pm
I edited what I really really wanted to say because I know it would do more harm than good..


Edited 9/21/2008 10:30 pm ET by sueanddogs
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Mon, 09-22-2008 - 3:32pm
Sue I wish you wouldn't leave but if that is what you feel you need to do for yourself then do it.
 

 

 

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Registered: 04-09-2008
Mon, 09-22-2008 - 9:17pm

(((Sue))), I hope that you'll consider staying.

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Mon, 09-22-2008 - 9:24pm

I am still here and though I WAS going to take some time away i realize that I did not need to apologize in the first place, that is one of my things... I always take the blame. Thank you for your words... I wasn't going to leave forever, I just thought that maybe I am too reactive to be here because I would never want to OVER REACT... that's what most of us are blamed of.

Sue