Broken

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Registered: 04-02-2008
Broken
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Thu, 09-25-2008 - 2:27pm

Broken...shattered...hurting...empty...lonely...why does this keep happening to me? Do I invite it? Do I let it happen?


I don't want to be me anymore -

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Registered: 05-25-2004
In reply to: rubie_slippers
Thu, 09-25-2008 - 3:06pm

The point is that this is your life and you deserve a good one. It's not over. You have not given up. You are a fighter and you are strong. You will not choose to let him win. You are the winner Rubie! Who are you going to believe--him or us? Rubie, you get out there and you fight and you fight and you fight for your life. You can do this!!!!!

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Registered: 04-18-2008
In reply to: rubie_slippers
Thu, 09-25-2008 - 3:43pm
(((((((RUBIE))))))))
 

 

 

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Registered: 06-18-2003
In reply to: rubie_slippers
Thu, 09-25-2008 - 4:48pm

Hi Rubie,


Being new here I am still learning about everyone but this is what I have so far learned about you:

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Registered: 04-02-2008
In reply to: rubie_slippers
Thu, 09-25-2008 - 5:35pm
Thankyou Allie. I am trying hard. I really am.
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Registered: 04-02-2008
In reply to: rubie_slippers
Thu, 09-25-2008 - 5:45pm

Momma Brenda...


I'm wrapped up in my blanket on the couch. Feeling a little better. I'm trying hard. Have my tea and my special teddy.


Rubie x

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Registered: 04-02-2008
In reply to: rubie_slippers
Thu, 09-25-2008 - 5:49pm

Thankyou Kelley


It is kind of you to say nice things about me. Thanks for your support


Rubie x


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Registered: 04-02-2008
In reply to: rubie_slippers
Thu, 09-25-2008 - 6:21pm

I just cant do this anymore. I just cant. You know, while it was happening this time round I switched off. All I could think was 'i hope he doesnt rip my jeans'. How stupid is that? It only really hit me today. I havent eaten or slept since...


It's like...it's over. Every time now is like...one more...it's to be expected. I didn't know why I was so together...I thought i'd dreamed it. But all the bruising and everything...it still hurts...but i am so empty. so dirty...so worthless. I put my clothes in a plastic bag in the back of the closet. I feel so sick. I'm sorry. I am so so so sorry.


I cant do this. It is just too hard.

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Registered: 04-02-2008
In reply to: rubie_slippers
Thu, 09-25-2008 - 6:32pm
But really, Rubie, i mean...I dont know. Crazy chick. Dont be so ridiculous.
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Registered: 06-18-2003
In reply to: rubie_slippers
Thu, 09-25-2008 - 6:49pm

Rubbie,


I don't want to pry or trigger you.

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Registered: 06-18-2003
In reply to: rubie_slippers
Thu, 09-25-2008 - 6:54pm

Hi Rubie,


I got ahead of myself in my concern and forgot to tell you something that is very important - you are not crazy!

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