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|Sun, 12-14-2008 - 3:07pm|
I feel as if the bottom has dropped out. I feel completely and absolutely overwhelmed right now. I feel as if I've lost all my support. That's not completely true, I still have my husband and my therapist. But I no longer have "the other" therapist I had the crazy "good dad" feelings towards. I'm not seeing him anymore and haven't for quite some time. I miss that support. The therapist running group suddenly cancelled the whole thing because there were only 4 of us left and apparently 4 of us left don't matter. So that support is completely gone as well. I've had to fight my insurance company to get them to pay for the treatments for eye disease and for my therapy, and yet they refuse to pay for either. I'm so angry with the therapist who was running the group--I feel so abandonded. How can she do this to people with borderline who she knows have such big abandonment issues? It's made things difficult for me. I feel like giving up. I'm tired. I can't do this anymore.