I totally understand what your saying! I am at the same exact spot! I thought all my feelings had boiled up and I had dealt with them but I now understand even more so after reading your post that this is something that Ill always be dealing with and that certain things may trigger feelings and cause more feelings to boil over. I just thank God I have support all around me. ((hugs)) to you and wishing you well.. - Tressa
I still consider myself very early into this process, like I've said I've only been dealing with it for a little over a year, I am just surprised at how strong the feelings are, almost like they were in the beginning.
No surprise to me your feelings are so fresh, I was 4 years old when my first abuse happened and it brings back fresh those memories when something triggers it. hang in there and know your not alone..
In my moments of clarity, which seem to be few and far between, it doesn't seem to to strange to me that it is all fresh, but I just hate how it sneaks up and seems to bop me on the head.
Hi Tressa,
I still consider myself very early into this process, like I've said I've only been dealing with it for a little over a year, I am just surprised at how strong the feelings are, almost like they were in the beginning.
In my moments of clarity, which seem to be few and far between, it doesn't seem to to strange to me that it is all fresh, but I just hate how it sneaks up and seems to bop me on the head.
Hanging in there.
Lynne