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|Sun, 01-11-2009 - 7:47pm|
My husband went out last night with some friends and saw a comedian it was nice we had a good time and It made me feel "somewhat" normal for the evening and I almost forgot what the week had brought on.
Today went pretty well we went got DS from my moms (he spent the night) and we(DH & I) took him sledding we had alot of fun. Then we came home and went to my sister inlaws my niece (the one my son showed himself to) wanted to play outside she is my lil buddy. I think thats what makes this all so hard we r very close to my DH sister they live right behind us and we R there alot. I am my nieces godmother as well. I still feel uneasy about my son being around her and he made a comment as we were leaving there place tonight that he cant trust Maya! I said why? My sister in law said why cant you trust Maya cause she told the truth? I said yeah your extremely lucky Maya told the truth she did what she should have done! I am so angry with him its like he blames her for him getting caught. I am not sure where to go with this next. I don't know how to deal with my emotions of uneasiness or looking at him so critically now. I think tomorrow I need to call my counselor and start sessions back up I haven't been to her since shortly after my sons birth just every 6 mo to the Psych to get meds renewed. Is this normal me feeling this way? well anyway what the hell is Normal? anymore I don't know...