Imagination Or Not????
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|Mon, 01-26-2009 - 9:44pm|
I know my father abused me but just lately I have been getting images about my brother. Someone suggested this a while ago (a psychic who I am never going to see again!!!) and it has been playing on my mind since.
I used to sleep in his bed when I was about 8 and today I started getting vivid images of the room, his pyjamas, the bed, the duvet. I am now confused and not sure if my mind is playing tricks and it's because it has been suggested or whether it's truth.
It also appears there was some mild SA from my uncle too, just in the form of sitting on his lap (but think it was more for him).
I am going to take this to my session with my T.
The huge problem I have is I am having a party for my 30th bday and I invited my brother, sister in law (aswell as mom and stepdad) I am wondering how I am going to feel now this new stuff is coming to my mind. I have no proof either way and I am panicking as if it was true he is the last person I want at my party.
I still have so much resentment for my mother, my family has handled this whole thing appallingly, yet again they have looked out and protected themselves and left my to sort out to results of their mess!!!!