I'm so sorry to hear Leo's still struggling. I wish I could be there to hold your hand as you deal with all this but my thoughts and prayers are with both of you.
I'm so sorry to hear Leo's still struggling. I know this is so hard for you, its never a good feeling when you realize you're helpless to help those you love. (((hugs)))
My thoughts and prayers are still with you both.
thank you wonderful ((((((((((((friends)))))))))))))
I have a few minutes to write again.
Hold onto to us please, and the moment you feel like harming, please please please come here. I know you feel alone and we sometimes want to be alone but please reach out, break that cycle.
We can be the next best thing to your mom, I still feel she is very much with you but not with your physically, she wants you to know she is there for you, I am sure you feel her at times.
I want to see you better, I care and so do others.
Thank you.... I dont know what I would do without you all.
I am so sorry for your pain. When you talk about the April pain, I can relate. My bad time of the year is around Xmas. I wish I could say something to help. I have to FORCE myself to fight off suicidal thoughts at that time of year. I make myself play games or just do things to NOT think of the worst things! If your mind is obsessive like mine, it is extremely hard to follow my own advice.
My heart and soul go out to you and Leo. I'm so sorry to hear about Leo's latest heart attack. He is so young. Again I wish I could help. Have you gotten in touch with lots and lots of other doctors around the country? Are there cutting edge treatments somewhere else that might help? Could the two of you possibly live in a place that has medical people right there to keep a closer eye on Leo. A place where you can live your "regular" life but have immediate help if needed?
I will say prayers for both of you. My arms are around you keeping you both as safe as possible! If I CAN do anything, please don't hesitate to ask!
With warm heart and hands,
Mady Bead Goodwww.mwrg7.com