Leo touched my heart today.
Let us try and hold you if we can if Leo is struggling with his health so much.It's so common to try to look after others even when we are falling apart inside.
He knows you well, and 80% of communication is non-verbal so he can probably sense or read things you don't even realise you are doing.
April 1st is April Fool's Day here in England, is it in the US? Anyway it's my brother's birthday too so maybe we can virtually hold hands and try and get through the day together.
I am praying for you and Leo, and I am so glad that God blessed you with such a wonderful man that you deserve, remember there are lots of other people out there rooting for you and caring about what happens to you, I am one of those.