dear "I'm afraid to date anyone",
I write you because I have been there. Almost the same story in fact, I was dating a guy who raped me after telling him no. I'm sure via a date rape drug as well. It left me feeling the same way. I, to this day, have trust issues but I met the most amazing man who loves me and whom I adore. I cry writing this to you because he gave me my life back. He is the love of my life and my hero. I warn you though that it may take a long time (it did for me) but when it happens (as it will) it will change your life. He will adore you and remind you of a time of innocence and trust in your life. Maybe you will never trust anyone again (I don't trust men) but you will trust him. That is all that matters. I hope that you find him soon because he will help you heal. My prayers are with you.