To Be Honest... (Hello PT 2)
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|Wed, 12-16-2009 - 9:59pm|
I returned here yesterday with the intention of letting you know that I am truely making progress with my therapy. It feels good to tell that... really. :)
But I guess tonite I have to be honest too... that I have been working so hard once sometimes twice weekly with my therapist for the past at least couple months... and these have been the hardest sessions... the most painful... but the most progress. But in all honesty I think I came back here this week because I am really having a hard time because Rose(yes my new therapist after my precious other one passed away suddenly... is named Rose as well) she is out this week at a conference. This is the first week not seeing her in a couple months and I look forward to going... I sometimes feeel unsafe just waiting for my appointment day. She and her office is my "safe place" and its really kind of bothering me to not have that this week. So yeah, I am having a bit of a hard time. I guess I would just throw that out as part of the reason I returned here. I hope its ok. I hope I make sense. I am counting the days until Monday when I see her. Maybe I am nuts... I dont know... LOL.
Thanks for reading.