I called but she wasn't home.
My first thought honestly is that if you are seeing the same therapists, maybe you aren't getting what you need from them therapeutically. For anyone to discount your comments about anything sexual seems harsh and unprofessional. And I feel that you don't have to apologize for how you are coming across about your parents- of course there is love there- but there is obviously a great deal of hurt too. Yes, chances are they had a story to tell too. I feel all the hurt we all endure will never completely disappear. Our pain is often a scab that we wear but don't need to pick at. Instead, show up for life and band-aid it the best way you can. I'm so sorry for everything you are going through. Think positive and love yourself. And let yourself be loved :)
I'm sorry that you're feeling guilty about sharing what you've dealt with and the pain you feel still.
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