Demons, Spirits and Ghosts

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Demons, Spirits and Ghosts
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Wed, 12-08-2004 - 10:25pm

I have a few strange things that has happened to me in my life...things I've witness with others.
My background: Grew up in a Babtist Church. But with witchcraft and wiccan ways at home. My grandmother was a Satanic Witch. She preached her Satanic Lord to the family.

As a teen, I was getting more and more frustrated with the Christian ways. I felt that there was more than what was taught to me in the Christian Church. I remember me and my friend Gary walking to the mall. We were about 15 years old. I saw a Satanic Bible in the book store the week before and wanted it. I told Gary and we decided to go get it for me. I wanted to know more about it. My grandmother's bible. Maybe it could help me to argue againist it if I read it. Heck you can't preach against something you don't know anything about!!! Or maybe I'll become a Satanic Follower...maybe he IS the God for me, maybe grandmother was right!!! I had to know. We got to the book store and I couldn't find it!! Where did it go? They had a few last week!! I asked the woman and she told me they had to pull them from the shelves. What? You pulled them form the shelves this week? Are they still here - in the back? No...they are gone.....I was so upset!! Gary and I walked home. We took the short cut through the graveyard as we always did. It was after dark. I was tired and we decided to sit awhile in front of the statue of Jesus. I became in awe with it. Man it looked so life like! Wait it is real - Gary look he's crying!! Gary saw nothing but a statue. I saw him crying. He looked at me and said why are you doing this? I fell to my knees in tears. Gary asked me what he is saying to me. I told him and Gary said "you are choosen". We started walking home and both of us heard something in the woods beside us. We looked and saw several pairs of red eyes staring at us - following us. We ran home. What is going on? A couple of weeks later Gary invited me to his church. The preacher there pulled Gary aside and they talked. Next Gary and the preacher came to me. The preacher asked me to leave. Huh? Why? On the way home I ased Gary what was going on. He was in tears and said the preacher told him that I was possessed by demons!! That the preacher could see them in me and did not want them or me in his church.

I saw several demons after that - along with other people. We saw candles and our cokes slide along the whole length of the table. Things would fly off the walls or tables and land in other rooms. The crucifix on the wall turned upside-down and was black with suite. We've seen and heard ghosts, spirits, demons. A priest in New York wrote my family and said that the house we are living in is possessed. He gave us some Cathloic prayers and I started in with his religion. But nothing helped on a permint level. We'd get rid of them for awhile and they would come back - in force!!!

We even saw a UFO - huge and gold. Round. Freaked us all out!!! Zipping back and forth across the sky and hovering.

Some of us (the groups that I was in and my family) never believed in these things until they saw it for themselves. Lamps comming on by themselves, doors slamming shut and no windows or doors open. Hearing our names being called and no one saying anything. Tapping on the windows and walls. Footsteps, babies crying, children playing. Cigarette packs moving around for all to see. Are we loosing our minds?

I remember the night that I was in the middle of my divorce (I was a Christian at the time). I was with my mom and I decided to walk to the 7-11 on this night. It was about 8 or 8:30 that evening. I got what we wanted and headed back home. This whole time I was praying to God. I was asking God to take Satan out of my life forever. I suddenly felt a chill over my body.....and was scared out of my mind like never before. I stopped dead in my tracks and looked around - I felt like I was being watched. I bet I stood there 10 mins looking around. I then saw IT. I felt IT. I knew IT. IT stood up from the bushes. A dark figure - a shadow figure. Satan!??? Yea everything you hear is true. The people who painted us our pictures/images of Satan was true. Horns, tail, claws for fingers, red eyes - the whole bit. Ghosh he/it was about 12 feet tall. It stood up from the bushes and I froze in place and in time. I finally ran - ran as fast as I could home!!! I could hear it cussing me for banishing him/it from my life. He/it chased me. I ran into the house and locked the door. I looked and saw my mother on her knees praying. She looked at me and said "What happened? I felt God shove my shoulders...he told me to kneel and pray for you." I told her what happened....gosh I was in tears and terror!! I finally got calm and felt he/it wasn't comming into the house. A little while later, I had to pee...so went to the bathroom. I opened the lid of the toilet and my cross around my neck went flying into the toilet. It landed upside down. That night there was nothing but praying for my mom and I.

A couple of nights after my grandfather died - I saw Faries/Angels. They were tiny. Little lights fluttering around me as I laid in bed. A few mins later .... I felt grandpa. He walked over and at on the bed beside me and said "I'll be OK now - I'm home". He disappeared forever from me.

My mom commited suicided. A few months after her death, I was sitting in my room listening to my headphones on full blast....deafing myself to the world around me when I heard someone calling my name. I took off the headphones and listened - nothing. I put them back on and a few minuites later it happened again. The same happened. After a few times of this I thought I lost my mind. I finally heard my name LOUDLY!!! Tera, Tera where are you? I looked all over the house....Then outside. There she was - outside by the tree looking around for me....calling for me - MOM???? I watched her for a little while in disbelief - dressed in the most beautiful black dress. I ran for her and she vanished like a flame in the wind.

This is only a VERY SMALL handful of things I have seen and heard. I've had witnesses to quite a few of the things.

Here it is.....some say that this is real. Everything I've experienced. They are infact demons, spirits, and ghosts. Some say its negative engery or even bad karma that projects itself to the real world - therefore my experiences were real. Some say just an overactive imagination - if true then how did others see, hear and experience the same things? When I'm alone - yea maybe but not with others.

I now practice many different religions - Wiccan, Pagan, New Age, Buddism, Zen Buddism, Gnosticism, Christian, Cathloic, Satanism etc..... I'm not just one. I'm the one who believes All Gods Are One. Some say that I'm just weird...some say doomed. But I still can't shake the things I've witnessed/experienced.

Does anyone else have Ghosts stories to tell? Maybe some weird unexplained thing(s)?

StormyMoon

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Fri, 12-10-2004 - 9:16am

Wow!

 

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Fri, 12-10-2004 - 9:10pm

Satanism.....still practice some of it. When you read the Satanic Bible you'll find it's not what you think it is. I was very surprised by it. I finally got it when I lived in Florida...my ex ended up with it. I wish I still had a copy of it.

I doubt that your stories are any less thrilling than mine. I can imagine that your stories are intense and full of WOW!!!

Like I said when I'm alone, then maybe I have an overactive imagination. Maybe I've lost my marbles. Maybe just my fears are surfacing.....but the experiences with others? That's where I'm sooo lost. How did they see and experience the same things?

I've a good friend Jerry (who has had experiences with and without the group) that tells me that my grandmother is trying to get me to go to her side. He thinks that maybe grandmothers to blame. He also says that I'm gifted in that way. That is my "Talent" - attracting Demons/Spirits/Ghosts. If he's really right then take it from me please!!!
But Jerry is a little "loopy"....so who knows. But he's done ALOT of study in that field.

These days....I just tell him/it to go. It does mostly. But not always. It now knows that I'm familiar with it and knows sooooo much more about it. I still get scared of it. Sometimes it's very strong!!!

Let me also add that I'm a 32 year old bipolar female. Maybe the bipolar has alot to do with it too. I'm seeing a pdoc for my bipolar.

Yea, I got bold to mention this on here but I felt compeled to. I was really wondering if there was anyone here who has experienced these things too. I don't really know why I wrote this otherwise. Maybe looking for answers, looking for others like me - I don't know. But really wanted to know if anyone else has had this happen to them. I don't even know where to begin to search. I started here I guess.

Thanks for your reply. Some how you've helped. Maybe just to get this off my chest is what I was needing. Just someone to talk to about it.

Mom - yea loosing mom like that was hard. It's been almost 8 years now and I still cry for her. I miss her.

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StormyMoon

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Registered: 12-31-2003
Sat, 12-11-2004 - 8:34am

Stormymoon ~ you have quite a struggle going on in you to be dealing with.