terrible dream

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Registered: 03-26-2003
terrible dream
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Mon, 09-12-2005 - 9:16am
I very rarely dream like this . I was in DC with my late husband,
somehow I was there later whatever because I was finding my
room, the keys didn't work, I was all over this huge hotel and
finding it hard to get help or to connect with Gunnar. ( husband)
Then we flew back home to find the
house vandelized, a hurt cat, a hoof of an animal was the bottom of a table leg.
My husband wanted me to be a part of a business meeting, yet somehow
he was talking to a policeman who turned into a vet. We had to go back to DC
because we left all our belongings there and flew back early??????????Duhh,only in dreams.
Lately I have seen dead chipmunks, dead mice, a dead bird on the deck,
a dead seal on the beach and tomorrow my kittens get neutered. Do you
think it is my anxiety about that? My 93 year old psychoanalyst uncle fell
down some stairs and fractured his clavicle, wrist and ribs. The dream is sitting
on my shoulders, it was awful. No one ever broke into my house, I don't feel anyone
intruding on me, my life has been really smooth, what a shocker dream and so real.
Maybe some of it is Katrina reactions. The house was a mess, knowing animals were hurt.
It was all fear, frustration, searching for Gunnar, flying home when there was no reason,
disruption, a stupid dream, so upsetting.
I woke up to the kittens cuddled up to me. Love, Leila
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Registered: 03-26-2003
In reply to: leilade
Tue, 09-13-2005 - 5:18pm
no dream analysts here? I got it figured it out
with a friend. Leila
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Registered: 11-11-2004
In reply to: leilade
Tue, 09-13-2005 - 10:02pm
Hi Leila, yukko to the dream, that sounds panicky. What'd you eat before bed?
This is only an opinion, but the way you worry, it could be about your kittens getting neutered plus seeing the dead animals outside that caused anxiety in your sleep state, causing you to have a release dream. Too many thoughts all at once and it's just your brain's way of relieving them. I'm sure your kitty's will be fine. Katrina stress, your right.
Take Care,
Betsy
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Registered: 04-22-2003
In reply to: leilade
Tue, 09-13-2005 - 10:56pm

Actually, I keep visualizing someone stepping forward and taking on this challenge.


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Registered: 03-26-2003
In reply to: leilade
Wed, 09-14-2005 - 7:53am
I don't know how enlightened (:- ) Gunnar was part of my home,
the kittens were going to surgery and my home would be empty again.
The dead mouse was found in my bird food, one a kitten killed,
I had a chipmunk "in the house" problem, then my neighbor fixed the
bunk head door. Sammy ( cat) was walking around with a dead chipmunk!!!!)
that's what cats do. It was all in the house death except the dead seal. (:- )
oh, the bird was on the deck. I've become very sensitive to animals.
My home was being disrupted, my kittens ( children) to be gone. The fear
of the 1% chance of them not making it. ( me being a baby) getting a cold.
I never get colds. Yep, I did eat too much before bed. Maybe some hurricane stuff,
concerns for the planet. There are changes and it must be upsetting me.
Don't watch much TV. " Loss of control. " Maybe the out
pouring of emotions about my home being disrupted. When Gunnar died,
when Hal left. The kittens symbolize
fulfillment and love. I was fine coming home last night without the kittens here,
it is better with them, but it had symbolism. time to exchange reiki with my friend. Picking up the girls
at the vets after my shower. Here I go. So, does it sound right on?????
Love, Leila