The essence of me can ruin my Fri. date
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The essence of me can ruin my Fri. date
| Sun, 09-18-2005 - 7:34pm |
I have a lunch date for friday with an X professional footbal player.
he is only 2 years younger, is really handsome. Most men my age
don't look too good.(:- ) he sems very stable, is funny, 6'3", loves his friends/family,
likes photography and a lot of things I do. The I see he does the eucharist at church,
and has 2 other jobs at church, is Catholic. I am Jewish without a belief in religion. If he
is into sin/guilt or Bush or not into pro choice, it is over before it has begun. But he is sooo
handsome. I'll keep you posted on the next dating disaster. why couldn't he just
go to a church without all these jobs he does there. Why does he want to
meet me who states I am metaphysical? Love, leila
he is only 2 years younger, is really handsome. Most men my age
don't look too good.(:- ) he sems very stable, is funny, 6'3", loves his friends/family,
likes photography and a lot of things I do. The I see he does the eucharist at church,
and has 2 other jobs at church, is Catholic. I am Jewish without a belief in religion. If he
is into sin/guilt or Bush or not into pro choice, it is over before it has begun. But he is sooo
handsome. I'll keep you posted on the next dating disaster. why couldn't he just
go to a church without all these jobs he does there. Why does he want to
meet me who states I am metaphysical? Love, leila

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Date: I really had a good time. He looks a little like my late hubby
with a small resemblance with the X man friend. DANGER. We didn't talk about
controversial issues and nothing personal which is good on a first. he drove
a mercedes. A spiritual car. hehe. He was on lunch time so it wasn't long.
There is a lot to find out about him. he wrote later
that he was attracted to me etc. Of course there is more than that, he said,
the restaurant was noisy so it wasn't a place to talk intimately. I'd say on date one, it was perfect.
After he left my car battery died, my cell phone didn't work, his energy blew it out. hehe
The restaurant got AAA for me, in a short time I was at a place that put in a new battery
in 15" for 50 dollars. I lucked out. I think the next date will be more significant, I think he
wants to see me again, I have to wait it out. He used to play pro football for a team that
lasted 4 years. He is big, in good shape, very good looking. Scary for monogamy. (:- )
Hey, at 64, how many years can you do that one? When I
let the salad dsg pour over the greens, he said some Latin words, the Catholic stuff.
I said some jewish words from a prayer. he had no response.
More if i hear from him and have another date. . Love, Leila
So we meeet again. Know this for one especialy you let it be known there is no such thing as failure. Yes one can fail to meet the requirements of exams,or others, or. , but this is not failure. If single ok, if married ok, if devorced ok, (best not to re-marry) anyway if needed a companion one who is also ready to leave the carnal living behind for Life would be preferred. for all of the above ,none will be completely satisfactory. Please read the goal of live below again. Also the Jews expect their messiah to come Sept 15,2007. And the military of Israel stated Oct 13 yon kipper (expect war by then or then ) according to Dr Mercola on internet. With Heart felt love . imperfect ira The goal of life is not marriage but love. Those who function God as love are
those who have finished their course in mortal love and marriage. These can
understand what is being worked out in the
race,and note with joy the activities that partake of a higher spirit of love.
Marriage fulfills itself to any ego when the male and female qualities of being
are united within one form this making
for spiritual birth and resurection. These gain the righteous concepts fo Love
and Marriage and become the means, spiritually, by which higher order may work
out in the race. People in the race
thought and love are given to do racial work that more perfectly align it to
higher ideals of love and marriage. Companionate marriage is one of these racial
factors by which people are
prepared for a higher advancement, and then freedom of bondage is determined.
The source of being should be seen as the author of all these changes, then the
ego will find in the ideas pertaining to
them opportunity by which to advance. Ida M
and if you care to read Divinity of loveIn the mist of trouble you can be in peace and joy./////Within you comes forth to my mind the precious one that you are.do not accept yourself as in the past, Realize right now that you are a great treasure(no pride)///Keep the excellent spirit of being a child-son-daughter of the Most High///What you walk away from God will lead you ,(instruction).In which you will follow and determine the futhure you create,(Holy Spirit guidance). In closing God will treat you better than you will treat yourself.. written by irakrause@netzero.com
The "beautiful" practice on the outside cannot be the beautiful Leila we know and love because of her inner spirit!
Go into the date with an open mind.
This man tests me. great date, he says he is looking forward to seeing me again
but to be patient, he over books. I am no-religion/ born Jewish, he is very Catholic,
does eucharistic stuff at church. He is absolutely the handsomest man I have met at 64.
He played pro fotball for a team that lasted for 4 years. So far it is a physical connection.
It all confuses me, crush on a guy that I need to see again to get a feel for who he is. It is taking time,
meanwhile my issues that are sleeping when a man is not there are surfacing to be healed.
It will be interesting soon or disappear. Love, leila
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