Atonement
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| Mon, 11-21-2005 - 5:02pm |
Lately I've been meditating before going to sleep, and I received a vision some time ago of a scaffolding and a trash bag underneath it. I have become convinced I was hanged in a previous life. I have really been thinking about it and have become haunted by it and wondered what I did to became hanged. I asked about it in meditation the other night and another vision came to me about a massacre. That's all I remember about the dream. I have asked for further details but haven't received any further visions. I don't know if I took part in it or was a victim.
I also came into this life with very negative behaviors, that I firmly believe are carry overs from a previous life. I've just become aware recently about my past lives. I've been thinking very hard the last couple of days about this all, and I wondered how do I even begin to atone for something of this magnitude? I feel like I need to, at least atone for the people I have hurt in this life. But I would be devastated if I took part in something horrible as killing somebody in a previous one life.
any insight or thoughts would be appreciated.
Stormy

you can say you 're sorry to people in this life and then forgive yourself.
Time is too precious to let it ruin your days of joy. you could have a past life regression done.
Came into this earth negative: did you get that from yourr parents?
Love, Leila
Stormy,
I agree with Leila that you can't atone for past life actions.
trick I have when I am in a funk. I give myself 2 hours to cry and be miserable
and look at the time and say," go" then I can't do it, I no longer want to spend more time
being miserable!!!!!!!!!
Also interesting that knowing the past life stuff, some symptoms don't go away,
sometimes with the knowledge, they do. My cousin thinks she
has this eating problem because she starved in
another life, she had a past life regression last night,
i am anxious to hear about it.
I also have a very hard time with a motorcycle helmet. I am afraid of the dark,
afraid to meditate alone, with my eyes closed, I can't see who is there ( no one) I
have no fear of water and used to swim way out. Closed in places, loss of control,
scary. Not too good with heights but climed on roofs as a kid. It developed later.
Stormy, forgiveness is forgiving yourself. We have to tell ourselves we are human,
meant to learn from our mistakes. love, Leila
Thank you for responding. My mother used to be quite a negative person, however I don't blame her for some of my past negative behavioral problems. I really think I came into this life like that. For example as a small child I used to go through my sibling's things. That used to make them real mad, and it's taken me all these years to figure out why I did that. I didn't do it to make them mad, I did it because they were pretty items. I think I must have had to steal in a previous life. My parents never taught me to do that! and I always had pretty things myself.
I also had some other behavioral problems that I have finally figured out that stem from a previous life, as well as some physical problems that I was born with. You mentioned about your sister's overeating? I think I as well was starved in a previous life which is why I'm a chow hound now.
I'm working through my fears now, but as a child I was very very fearful of everything! of life itself really and I still have problems that way. I was afraid of water for a long time, but I'm not anymore.
I hope that other details of past lives will come through in meditation for me. I can't really afford to have a reading done, much as I'd like to.
I really appreciate your answers!
Stormy
You can't go back in the past, doll.