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| Wed, 01-18-2006 - 3:55pm |
I was reading the post on happiness and it occurred to me (again) that I always feel as if I am trotting along behind the enlightened. I learn so very much in reading all your posts, but a part of me feels inferior - that I have not reached where I want to be. I feel as if I could take a year away from the grind of life perhaps the missing pieces would fall into place. but I sure can't afford to do that. I am single, turning 50 this year and feel squashed by the demands of everyday survival. I don't see any way to escape for a long enough period of time to find the who of who I am. I am sad and overwhelmed... I don't want it all to slip away without reaching my capabilities spiritually.
how do you all manage? where does your peace come from?
Nancy

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Hi, hon.
Wouldn't be wonderful to take off for a year to discover "enlightenment".
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