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| Mon, 02-13-2006 - 8:59pm |
I started a post about trusting the universe. People thought that was really cool. Now I am wondering. all the trust that the people I am supposed to meet will be put in my path etc. Now that i am hibernating in the winter, no one is being put in my path. I have to relook at all this. Where does "do the leg work come in??????? " my therapist says, I am wilting in the house. I am forcing myself to do things, forcing myself and each time I do it I say, see God, I am a serious player, see that I am serious and help me to make my life more fun. Tonight I was the only one who showed up at the library for a history discussion. I left saying, See God, i am trying. Jeez, I am so used to the days of all the kids, family to cook for, big time dating years, training programs, so much busy-ness. I don't want the business, I want more of people connections. Amazing that I have to look for it when it was always there. I think I have to add leg work to the trust, if that becomes a pain, I'll go back to pure trust. The balance of life. I may also go back to ACIM, good way to connect with like minded people. Maybe God says, go do it yourself????????? What does God really say? Love, Leila

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