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Are you ready?
| Thu, 04-26-2007 - 10:19pm |
If you only had one day to live, would you be ready to go when time was up? Are there things you are putting off doing?
I don't have a will, so I'd have to spend some precious time taking care of that. Otherwise, I don't have anything else that I can think of that needs to be done. My reconciliations were done long ago.
Spiritually, I am at ease with my journey. I would want to see the people I love and be sure they know how I feel. I think there are still things to do in my life, but I'm not the best judge of that in the eternal scheme of things.
What do you think?
Bink
Not really into Siggees...
Not all who wander are lost.
(J.R.R. Tolkien)

Well, just turning 60 last month, my death is more on my mind. As a Crone now in this lifetime, I consider the next years to be preparation years for my own death, mostly. A time for more indepth focus on my spiritual journey. In some ways, I feel like I've done what I'm going to do in this life, there aren't a lot of loose ends, and anytime would be o.k. As long as I hopefully had closure with my DH and my DD. I know they'll manage. My worry is my Mika dog. I wouldn't want to go until her lifespan is over first. And that won't be for many years yet. She and I are so connected, she would not do well if I died first.
I also fear losing my mental faculties and existing as a semi-vegetable for years, or having a great deal of pain and suffering, being bedridden in a 24/7 care facility, before I go. I want to die before any of that happens. I guess I don't fear the dying part, going through the doorway back to the spirit realm, so much as the physical dying *process.* I'd like to just go in my sleep. I tell my DD and DH and Mika I love them everyday.
Gypsy
Blessings,
Gypsy
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