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| Tue, 09-21-2004 - 3:00am |
If anyone is up and on...please help me. I have suffered from major depression for most of my life. I am on medication for depression as well as panic disorder, which manifested two years ago.
I've been fine up until this past weekend. But some things happened with my best friend, and now I am crashing. I feel totally alone. I have my husband and work, but no friends to talk with or hang out with anymore. And the panic disorder makes it all the harder to meet friends or make plans with new people.
I've been having suicidal thoughts for three days now and can't stop crying. I want help but am too scared to ask for it. Plus I keep thinking everyone would be better off without me. My being sick has caused so many problems and now it's cost me the only friend I had. I just want to take all of my Klonopin and go away.

Hi there cheeriobunny and welcome to the board. Sorry I wasn't awake when you posted but I hope this finds you feeling a bit better?
It can be INCREDIBLY hard to "step back" from a situation and gain some perspective when we are depressed, I know. Depression can really impair judgement, cloud our thoughts and narrow our perspective. That said, it IS treatable and I am glad to hear you are reaching out for help!