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CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE trigs
| Tue, 10-26-2004 - 6:57pm |
I feel overwhelmed with everything that is going on in my life with my gma to my DH and his control issue to my smoking and with my eating disorder. How much more am I going to have to endure, I am about to give up on everything and just end it all.
The one person that I am able to open up to said she dont want to hear about it b/c it makes he man when I cut, or do my ED behaviors, so now I guess I am in this world alone with no one to really understand or anyone who I can really talk to, I mean I have you guys but it is different when I can call my friend and just let it all out, and just cry with each other.
DH is so controling that I get questioned on why I am shaving my legs or I do my hair.
sorry all.
The one person that I am able to open up to said she dont want to hear about it b/c it makes he man when I cut, or do my ED behaviors, so now I guess I am in this world alone with no one to really understand or anyone who I can really talk to, I mean I have you guys but it is different when I can call my friend and just let it all out, and just cry with each other.
DH is so controling that I get questioned on why I am shaving my legs or I do my hair.
sorry all.
Mary

Hey Mary,
Keli
Sorry to hear about your suffering. Do you have anyone close in your family you can talk to...your mom maybe, or a sister? I have been away from this board in TWO years but I~m sure it~s still a good safe haven as it used to be, that there is always someone here to listen and be there for you. I hope you post again.
Love and BIG (((HUGS)))
Faith