CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE trigs

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Registered: 04-21-2003
CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE trigs
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Tue, 10-26-2004 - 6:57pm
I feel overwhelmed with everything that is going on in my life with my gma to my DH and his control issue to my smoking and with my eating disorder. How much more am I going to have to endure, I am about to give up on everything and just end it all.

The one person that I am able to open up to said she dont want to hear about it b/c it makes he man when I cut, or do my ED behaviors, so now I guess I am in this world alone with no one to really understand or anyone who I can really talk to, I mean I have you guys but it is different when I can call my friend and just let it all out, and just cry with each other.

DH is so controling that I get questioned on why I am shaving my legs or I do my hair.

sorry all.

Mary

Mary
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Registered: 02-12-2004
Tue, 10-26-2004 - 8:36pm

Hey Mary,


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Registered: 03-25-2003
Thu, 11-04-2004 - 11:00am
Mary honey...are you okay? I just read your post today...I'm so sorry I've not been there for you...how are things going now? You are incredibly strong...you know everything you've gone through and GOTTEN through in the past...you can get through this too!!! So, dh is back to his controlling games huh? Well, we can come up with some ways you can deal with it without the SI, and ED stuff, okay? I'm sorry your friend seems to be mad...she's not...just very concerned about you...she only wants you to be safe...okay? Post an update, so I know how things are going now, okay? Love ya hon!

Keli

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Registered: 10-17-2003
Sun, 11-07-2004 - 3:32pm
Hi Mary ~

Sorry to hear about your suffering. Do you have anyone close in your family you can talk to...your mom maybe, or a sister? I have been away from this board in TWO years but I~m sure it~s still a good safe haven as it used to be, that there is always someone here to listen and be there for you. I hope you post again.

Love and BIG (((HUGS)))

Faith