things are looking a bit better for me
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| Tue, 11-16-2004 - 8:41pm |
1st let me tell each and everyone of you a few things, when things seem like that you cant take anymore and that it just seems like everything and everyone is against you, just remember that the good Lord doesnt give you more then you can handle and even tho we say we cant handle anymore and more keeps happening to us, remember that the Lord knows us better then we know ourselves and he knows that we are all very strong. You cant worry about tomorrow or wat you will do then you have to live for the very second and no more then that, and if you feel like hurting yourself please go to the Lord and ask for help he is always there and will always listen to us if we open our hearts he will help us, adn remember that we are all here for ya also. so I guess I am trying to say that even tho the times look so glum and you dont want to come out of the "cave" you have put yourself in, it does get better trust me.
I got to see my granny and that part is so depressing but at least I got to see her, she has gone down hill so fast she has to be lifted out of the hospital bed that she has in her living room and sat on the pot that is beside her bed, mind you my granny is so use to taking care of herself that all her self worth has gone away I mean she only has sons so her daughter in laws have to help their DH's take care of her I helped yesterday a bit. I pray that the Lord will take her soon, I don't like seeing my granny this way b/c I know this isnt the way she wants to live.
DH and I are getting along ok, he is still smoking but I am on day 16 and I have the urge to smoke most of the time but I refuse to give into that,I told DH that he loves the cigs more then he does me b/c he is still smoking. And he said he didnt but yet he hasnt stopped yet.
hugs to yall
Mary

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Hey Mary,
Hi Mary ~
Prayer helps me too. Good to hear that you~re saying things are looking a bit better for you.
Day 16 and not one cigerette...that~s great!
HUGS
Faith
Hi Lori ~
Sorry to hear about your grey days ~ I haven~t had a good week either, what with losing my job. Are you living permanently in Ontario? My ex has gone back to live there where his parents and friends are. Weather~s turning colder here (south east England), bbbrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
Sending you HUGS and SUNSHINE!
Faith
Hi Faith,
I am sorry to hear of the sensitive and emotional situation your dear grandmother is in. I can only hope that those who are helping her will give her the dignity she so deserves. She is lucky she has you for a grandaughter as it shows how much you love and care for her.
Good to hear you are feeling better,,,,I truly hope that only esculates for you,,,take care please. :)
Hi Lori ~
I hope you two are having a good time (must be difficult having a long distance relationship).
I still can~t grasp just how huge Canada is! England is such a small country, even Germany is a lot larger (I used to live in Germany).
Always wanted to see Niagra Falls...
Good hearing from you ~
Faith
Hi Faith,
Hi Lori ~
Oh that~s terrible about the car problems! I am glad you and your partner are having a good time despite it though...Hope the garage won~t be too much. The casino sounds fun (as long as you~re winning!!) You live in a city of 45,000 and Toronto has a population of 2 million...my village probably has about 500 people, LOL! I couldn~t imagine living in a huge city.
I~m getting free legal advice today, so I better get my bottom into gear and get off the computer!
HUGS!
Faith
I hope you do get a chance to visit Niagara Falls someday,,,I was 'under' the falls before when I was a kid and it is sooooo loud and you get soooooo wet lol. Sorry about having car probs Lori that can be such a 'pita' especially when you are visiting somewhere and rely on your car to get around. Toronto is crazy I know,,,I don't live in TO but live a few hours from there,,,TO is great but it is so incredibly busy and packed with people. Glad you are having fun though and enjoying your visit with your partner,,,hope you take back some happy memories.
Hi ya Faith prayer is a very powerful tool. Things always look better after prayer
Mary
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