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Difficult T session
| Tue, 11-23-2004 - 1:07pm |
Well I went for my session with my T today,,,and I felt worse leaving than when I came in. It was hard for me there today. She talked a lot about my SI'ing,,,too much maybe. Then she talked a lot about my home and family,,,and the CAS was brought up so many times. I am so so so afraid. I was so stupid and told her about taking too many pills to cope,,,and about my cutting and other things. She said something about 'if I make it',,,which I'm not entirely sure to what she was referring to. She said I am living under far too much stress. Guys I am just so terrified. You go and try to help yourself, try to 'get better',,,and then you have to worry that you maybe should have never opened that door as it may destroy your life as you know it. I am so upset right now I would just 'go' if my kids would be okay. I know what I want to do,,,but I don't know what I should do. Thank you once again for even reading this.

Take a deep breath....
I think you~ve done the best thing you can ~ in being completely truthful ~ because this means you really want to help yourself, and this is the first step in getting that help.
I hope you continue using the board as support. Lori is a great moderator ~ has a lot of advice and an ear to listen. And of course us other ladies are here...knowing how it is...reaching out to each other.
Sending you (((HUGS)))
Faith
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Well I went for my session with my T today,,,and I felt worse leaving than when I came in. It was hard for me there today. She talked a lot about my SI'ing,,,too much maybe. Then she talked a lot about my home and family,,,and the CAS was brought up so many times. I am so so so afraid. I was so stupid and told her about taking too many pills to cope,,,and about my cutting and other things. She said something about 'if I make it',,,which I'm not entirely sure to what she was referring to. She said I am living under far too much stress. Guys I am just so terrified. You go and try to help yourself, try to 'get better',,,and then you have to worry that you maybe should have never opened that door as it may destroy your life as you know it. I am so upset right now I would just 'go' if my kids would be okay. I know what I want to do,,,but I don't know what I should do. Thank you once again for even reading this.
Hi there,