Just feeling depressed

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Registered: 11-15-2004
Just feeling depressed
Sun, 12-19-2004 - 3:00pm

I'm just feeling a little down today, but I've been trying to keep busy. I brushed my golden retrievers, shoveled all the snow off the deck, and now I'm doing laundry. I've also been reading Anna Karenina.

I guess that I've just been feeling fat. I've been binging a lot lately. I'm not overweight, but my mom always makes me feel fat because she gets on my back for eating too much, which, of course, just makes me want to eat more! I always suspect that she thinks I'm chubby, too. She used to tell me that I was when I was in high school, even though I never really was.

I also have a therapy appointment (my first ever) this week, and I'm definitely worried about that. There's so many things that I can't decide whether I want to tell the therapist about or not. I'm just feeling very confused.