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| Thu, 01-27-2005 - 7:47pm |
I know this change to ivillage is a good one and in time we will get use to it, but OMG I have had such a hard time getting to this board, I finally went to a different board and clicked on my favorite boards and got to this one. If anyone knows of a easier way to get here please let me know. I got so confused that I was about to cry and just shut off my computer. I am not one for change it takes me a very long time before I can get use to the change and I have to have everything the same I guess that is my OCD there lol.
As for me I am doing really good my moods are staying the same pretty much most of the time now and I havent really been so depressed that I have thought about suicide. I know I cant be this way all the time but at least for a while I feel great about my life I am starting to lose weight again so I am feeling good about myself also, and I havent practiced my eating disorder for a while now not sure how long I know it hasnt been more then 2 months. I know no matter what it is you always take a few steps forward and many many steps back.
Well I have been smoke free now for almost 90 days now, this was the 1st time I have ever stopped smoking and I dont plan on ever smoking again in my life, I cant if I want to see my kids grow up if I were to smoke again I wouldnt live to see my baby grow to 12 years old and that is only 9 years so I can and I wont let somthing take my life like that, I deserve to be happy and live a long time.
and that goes for everyone here on this board you all deserve to get all there is out of life and be happy and love yourself for who you are not what you think you should be or what others think you should be. love yourself and remeber that the feelings you have/had are jsut that feelings.
mary

Hi Mary,
If you'd like to, bookmark this link:
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It's a listing of all the Health and Well-Being boards.
Mary