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| Mon, 03-28-2005 - 2:13pm |
Hi everyone...I posted here some months back...and then life and my Bipolar disorder took over...I was hospitalized again, for the 4th time or maybe its 5? in February...I got stable, on Lithium, but NOW I got toxic and the dosage had to be decreased by half...I'm hanging in there right now.
I saw a therapist for the first time 3 weeks ago...and am being faced with finally dealing with my sexual abuse that happened when I was 7. IT IS SO HARD TO DO THIS! I have no choice...its totally affected the last 28 years of my life and I have to get some issues worked out. But I am terrified...found out I most probably am sufferering from PTSD and I also dissociate from time to time...ugh.
Just wanted to update you all...its very hard to go on sometimes, but I always somehow manage to do so.
Love to you alll,
Keli

hi Keli and I am glad to hear from ya, Sorry about all that you are dealing with once again, but you are a very strong lady and you will do fine I know. Dealing with the sexual abuse is hard but it does help to get the secrets out in the open so your T can help you try to deal with wat happened to you, it really does help to get the secrets out in the open to someone you can talk to and trust. I hope things get better for you Keli.
Hugs to you
mary
Hi Keli and welcome back! I've thought about you from time to time and wondered how you were doing! I'm sorry to hear that things got to the point that you needed to be hospitalized but at the same time, glad you got the help!