update............. trigs
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| Mon, 03-28-2005 - 4:32pm |
Well I thought I would let yall know how things are going for me, nothing really has changed for me the depression is getting worse, and my T is calling me everyday to check on me and it helps a bit. I close my eyes and I can picture my funeral and I can see my children and I can even see me in the casket, it is kind of morbid, but that is all I can think of I have come real close a few times to ending it but my T has called it's like she knows something is wrong and she better call me and she does.
DH and I have been fighting b/c I want him to stop smoking b/c he has a real bad cough and I am afraid that I am going to lose him, He has been trying but last night he went and got some patches and so far he hasnt smoked.
Kids are the same I am still homeschooling them if you want to say that, TG for my DD's friend her and her sister have been helping me out they have been doing school with my kids b/c I just cant do it right now all I do is sleep when I can find someone to come and watch my kids.
Mary

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Mary,
OMG, I am so glad you posted an update...I was really scared for you...and YOU, my friend, are very strong too!
Hey Mary,