sick of it

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Registered: 04-21-2003
sick of it
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Tue, 05-17-2005 - 11:39am

well I am really depressed again, I was happy really happy Friday, Sat, Sun and Monday and now I have hit rock bottom again, where all I can thik of is hurting myself.

DD's dance was great, her and her best friend got many compliments on the dances and I had them pray b4 they went on stage and they were great, no mistakes at all.
Jackson's foot is pretty well healed all except fot the skin peeling off now and that hurts him he says I guess it is b/c of the new skin.

hugs to yall mary

Mary
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Registered: 02-12-2004
In reply to: black_ice22
Wed, 05-18-2005 - 10:30am

Hi Mary,


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Registered: 06-26-2004
In reply to: black_ice22
Wed, 05-18-2005 - 1:06pm
I do that too. I have really, really good days, then something happens and all I'm doing is crying again. Sometimes I think I might be bipolar or something. But I think it is more situational depression. I was never like this before the divorce. Some days I have so much energy, the house is spotless, the yard is maintained, etc, then something triggers it-bam I'm back to being non functional again.
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Registered: 04-21-2003
In reply to: black_ice22
Thu, 05-19-2005 - 11:01am

my T seems to think that my depression has to do with my feelings towards my mother, so her and I are writing a letter to her, I find it real hard to put my feelings in pencil I guess it is b/c I am not use to getting my feelings out on paper I turn all my feelings in on me and hurt myself, so I am not sure I will send this letter that we are still doing but I guess what matters most is that I am getting these feelings out.

Thanks for caring.
Mary

Mary
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Registered: 02-12-2004
In reply to: black_ice22
Thu, 05-19-2005 - 10:35pm

Hi Mary,


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