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| Thu, 05-26-2005 - 6:37pm |
I'm trying to find CL-nawleansdarlin board.
I have looked everywhere if you or someone can help please leave me a link to her board.
Thanks in advance
CJ~

Hi there,
Thank you so much....I was looking for her board about an hour!!!!
I'm Schizophrenic...I have been having thoughts or rather a fixation on knives and cutting.
I have thought of cutting my wrist one of them just to see what would happen.
I have had this going on now about three days.
I have been trying to keep my mind busy but that doesn't always work.
Then I find myself crying....I think I need my Zoloft increased.But............it is almost the weekend,
and I won't go to the hospital.......been too many times and I hate being locked up.
There I said it too someone....
Thanks again Lori!!!!
HUGZZZZZZZZZZZ
CJ~
You know we'll be thinking of you, CJ. As Lori said, you are very welcome here. I know these thoughts are frightening, but you are safe. The knives are put away. Have you told anyone that the thoughts have worsened? Will the dr. be in before the weekend? I encourage you to be honest with everyone. It's hard but necessary. For now, have you tried any alternatives to these thoughts? I have used belly breathing & meditation when I couldn't control unpleasant thoughts. Here's some sites to visit. Good luck & GBU! (((hugs))) jan
http://health.ivillage.com/mindbody/mbmeditate/topics/0,,4vj9,00.html
http://diet.ivillage.com/workouts/wyoga/0,,9xnr,00.html
I have tried meditation....and counting.
This morning though I have woke up and I am feeling better I thinkk it is passing....the aids here called my doctor and asked for my zoloft to be increased a little. Still waiting for a call back.
So we will see what my doctor says.
Hi CJ,
Thanks Lori....I will remember that.