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| Thu, 06-23-2005 - 3:41pm |
well I finally went to see my T today,,,it was a hard session. We talked a lot about my SI'ing. Then she said to me that she thinks she can't help me as much as I need and deserve,,,her words. She wants to refer me to a psychiatrist,,,please no not another psychiatrist! I was so upset I was crying. She was so kind though, she kept telling me she is not abandoning me that I can still come and see her. But that will be 3 therapists then if this psyc doc takes me. I am so emotionally exhausted I just want to go to sleep and sleep and sleep some more. I like her so much, and I said if I promised not to do it anymore could I still come back? She said that would be very good if I could stop and of course I could still come back even if I wasn't able to stop. Now I am so afraid, I really am. I just hate this kind of stuff. She is the longest I have ever stuck with a therapist and the idea of starting all over again with another just makes me want to silently scream through my tears. It was a surprise her telling me this today, she said she has been thinking about it for awhile actually,,,so she must think I am nuts too. I don't know what to do,,she said she can't force me to go but will be contacting me soon. Oh I am just so sad and afraid. Abby

(((Abby))) I am sorry to hear this. I know how easy it is to
Abby
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I wish that you could get out of that situation and everything would work out. He may laugh when you ask if he will miss you when you're dead, but we aren't. We love you and would miss you very much!
Be safe, be strong.
Love,
Amanda