from bad to worse~~~~~ triggers
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| Thu, 07-21-2005 - 12:20pm |
well things have gone from bad to worse now it is a long story but it has to do with my mom,dad,neice,nephew, and my dd and I and I dont know how much more I can take I have cut the ties off and havent talked to my mo for about a month and a half and that was only b/c my dad had a heart attack and was in ICU. now all this crap is brought up and it isnt fair, matter of fact it is bull. my neice turned my nephew in for rapeing her and well she saw him and said that she lied about it all so now noone believes her and I KNOW it has happened my nephew was caught having sex with my other nephew his cousin and my mom and dad said it wasnt his fault my other nephew brought it on and asked for it. my mom and dad protect him so much and yet they never protected us girls or ever will.
so now my DD is being accused of lying and they never will believe me about my sexual abuse my mom told me one day that you cant rape the willing and I was only 2 years old when my uncle raped me, but you know I guess I asked to be raped. I cant continue to do this anymore, it may be better for all my kids if I were gone that way they wouldnt have to deal with my mom and dad. I want to take a whole bottle or 2 of pills rihgt now but I cant b/c my kids are here all the time.
mary

(((((((((((((Mary))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry you are having a really rough time right now, but you can get through this. It must be so horrible to not be believed. Personally I cannot tell my parents about my SA and in fact really can't tell anyone about it, but I'm getting to the point where i need to deal with it.
You are a wonderful mother and your kids need you!
Please hang in there.
Love to all of you,
Amanda