called a hotline today

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Registered: 07-24-2004
called a hotline today
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Sat, 08-06-2005 - 10:15pm
I was so distraught today that I called a hotline. The woman was nice enough but didn't really do anything for me. I think she didn't really know what to say, she just kept repeating herself. I was feeling sorry for 'her.' I cried some then thanked her,,,said I was sorry I bothered her (she said I didn't bother her) and said good-bye. I was afraid to tell her what I was thinking.
I'm just having a hard time,,,feeling really depressed and upset and I can't focus. I was driving this evening and suddenly panicked because I forgot how to get to where I was going,,,it was like I had never been there before or something,,,it was frightening for me. I know I am upset that my T is gone for such a long time leaving me,,,I don't know what to do,,,I am afraid. I am also afraid to contact the pdoc she got me,,,heck I am afraid of everything these days it seems. Abby
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Registered: 02-06-2004
Sat, 08-06-2005 - 11:39pm

((((Abby))))


Hang in there and take a deep breath. Remind yourself that there is nothing to be afraid of and you have people here that care for you. Your pdoc is there for you too. I'm glad you called a hotline even if it wasn't entirely helpful and glad you posted here too.


Hugs,
Amanda

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Registered: 03-11-2004
Sun, 08-07-2005 - 9:28am
It's good you called the hotline, Abby.