Not doing very well either *trigs*
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Not doing very well either *trigs*
| Fri, 08-19-2005 - 3:43pm |
Guess I'm just adding my name to the list here of those who are not doing so well. How I hate how somedays you don't feel too bad,,,might even have had some 'good' *cough cough* moments. All the while the next day patiently sits waiting to punch you in the gut, make your head swim with panic and bad thoughts leaving you feeling drained and in a tangle of emotions that you can't categorize let alone deal with. I just feel really bad right now. Sad, Angry, Scared, so very Tired and want to be able to something to help myself. Thing is my options usually lie with the sharp side of a blade,,,,especially now I have no therapist to see until one gets back and the other one calls me. Life is hard enough, being here is harder,,,I'm just really getting tired of all the hard stuff,,,really really tired of it.
Abby
Abby

I know how difficult it is, Abby. Sometimes there'll be alot of bad days in a row & you'll wonder if the good ones will ever come around again. I have found that remembering the past good times helps. I know that they were there once