am so very tired...
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am so very tired...
| Sat, 09-10-2005 - 3:10am |
I have been crying off and on for a few days now... PMDD among other things. I just feel like there is so much turmoil in my life and I don't know how to go on.
My sister Ramune has had many choking spells, they've been getting worse, it seems. (She's the one who had the strokes.) She turns dark blue sometimes, my mom says. I keep waiting for a phone call in the middle of the night... :(
Vilija wouldn't fall asleep til before midnight tonight, and then she was up at 1:11AM and again at 2:20 or so. I just put her back in the crib a few minutes ago. I am ready to cry, I was so angry with her, yet felt badly for her.
I hate myself so much... I have been saying that way too much... but it's me. I hate this time.
Vida


Hi Vida,