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| Mon, 11-14-2005 - 7:47am |
I realizied at 4:30am why I hate myself. I grew up like a lot of people...in a dysfunctional family.
My Mom used to say "I love you but I don’t like you" & then she taught you that & think I have no chance with you or your family. Do you know what it’s like not to have your own sister like you & then it’s not even have another whole generation that doesn’t like me.. My sister was taught to treat my like the identified patient. She talks to me in a patronizing voice which I have told her.
With all the therapy I have done, nothing takes away this pain & this is why I feel so crappy about myself & why I want to end things. It amplifies all my lack of self-loathing when her & her family don't want to be any closer to me. They think I am crazy & even her kids talk to me in a condascending voice.
Any advice? I am thinking about telling her this, but what is the point.
Jstbu

Hey there,
Jstbu,
I'm sorry that people are being condescending. That is very unfair. You deserve much better than that. You are a great person. You don't deserve others to talk down to you and you don't deserve to treat yourself poorly either. I know, easier said than done.
Do something nice for yourself today.
co-cl of the Self-Injury