I'm moving- again

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Registered: 03-09-2005
I'm moving- again
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Tue, 11-22-2005 - 5:26pm

We're moving next Saturday. This will be the fourth time I've moved in less than two years!

My life is so unstable, always moving to try to find a better life and it's always worse than before.

This time, we are moving for health reasons for the second time- our apartment has mold and it's toxic.

The four moves have been: two for health reasons, one for financhial reasons (couldn't afford the rent) and one for career reasons (DH found a job here.) Each time, it feels like we have no choice, we had to go.

It makes me so nervous signing the lease. I signed it today, I really didn't want to. To top it off, I found out my husband doesn't have a job like I thought he did. Turns out, his job is temporary and he didn't get the permanent one he was hoping for. And his temporary job just ended. So now, once again, neither of us have a job, and our new rent is even higher than the one we have now.

And DH does not want to cut back on anything- I just tried to convince him that we don't need TV, and he insists on getting cable. What's more, he always buys new CDs, and when I asked him to cut back on that, since he already has a huge collection, he got very stubborn and refused. He said, "I'm sorry it upsets you, but I like music." If we don't end up bankrupt, it will be a miracle.

I am so bad at life, everything I do turns out wrong. But every time, it seems like I don't have a better option and I try to make the best choice I can. I'm so tired of this life.

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Registered: 02-12-2004
Tue, 11-22-2005 - 7:01pm

Hi Blue,


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Registered: 08-02-2005
Wed, 11-23-2005 - 10:02pm

Hi Blue,


I'm sorry that you have to go through the move right now. I know how stressful it can be. I'm getting stressed just thinking about it.


I know you can get through this and hopefully not have to move for a long time.


Hugs,

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