I'm back ....... pos trigs??????

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I'm back ....... pos trigs??????
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Thu, 03-09-2006 - 10:19am

for starters just wanted to my best friend Marsha to know how much I value our friendship and how much I do love her, if it wasnt for her I would have died.

Lori-- I think a lot of you and I feel as if we have known each other for a long time, I care about you and want to thank you for the kind words.

I am doing much better right now, today is the 1st day I have been by myself and to tell you the truth it is rather scarry for me bc anymore there isnt really a down time for me I just crash so fast and so hard, I had to make a safe plan and ask for help let me tell you it is so hard for me to ask for help, even if I dont actually ask for help I am pose to have my friend call my T and then my T will call me back.
I have always lied to my 14 yr. old DD but this time she was just too old for me to do that and well she was very angry with me ( and she had/has every right to be) so her and I sat down and we talked a bit about Y mommy did that and I hope she understands. I put on a show for people around me, and I have to learn not to do that any more.

Mary

Mary
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Registered: 03-09-2005
Thu, 03-09-2006 - 11:55am

Hi Mary,

I'm so glad you're back and OK. It is a blessing to have a best friend isn't it? My best friend is also like my sister and even though she lives very far away we're very close.

"I put on a show for people around me, and I have to learn not to do that any more."

Yes, I do that too. It's so great that you've started to open up to your daughter and others who care. I'm sure it's a very hard conversation but if it were my Mom I'd want to know the truth. Communicating is the only way to have a true relationship in the end.

Take care of yourself and do something special just for you to celebrate your life and how hard you've worked and how far you've come.

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Thu, 03-09-2006 - 12:47pm

Hi Mary,


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Thu, 03-09-2006 - 4:11pm

Mary,


Good to see you here and hear that you are doing much better. Keep up all your hard work. I hope your daughter was understanding but knows that this is not something that should fall on her shoulders.


Hang in there.


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Amanda

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Registered: 07-24-2004
Thu, 03-09-2006 - 6:47pm
Dear (((Mary))),,,so very very happy you are with us to welcome Spring and all the new gifts it has to offer. I pray you will be feeling better and that you will be able to just be 'you' in front of others. I am grateful that your friends and family are there for you. Gentle Hugs to you,,,Abby