update.. pos trigs
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| Sun, 04-23-2006 - 4:27am |
well I had to go in and see my family doc bc the the withdrawal symptoms were very concering to my T, and plus I was crashing fast. my doc said I have bipolar and wanted to put me on lithium and well of course I said no, I would go back on the cymbalta but a lower dosage, and he wanted to admit me to the hospital but he knew I would refuse and at the moment I wasnt suicidal.
I am still doing things that will endanger my life and I know it is the self hatered I feel toward myself and I will probably always hate myself, especially if I pass this darn bipolar to my kids. the sepression is real bad most of the time and the lack of sleep is getting to me also but I can take sleeping pills and all that other stuff and I just cant sleep.
well sorry this is short and I told Lori that I would keep yall informed about me.
Mary

Hi Mary,
Mary,
It is good to hear from you, but I'm sorry you're having such withdrawl and depression.
Don't be afraid to try lithium. It is a very effective drug. I have seen the effect in my friends who are on it. I am on lamictal myself and it has been a godsend.
I hope you will be able to stay safe and know if it's time to go to the hospital. Don't be afraid of the hospital. It has saved my life and is not the scary place that movies make it out to be.