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| Tue, 05-30-2006 - 10:56am |
I just really want to die. I have OCD, I can't find a good psychiatrist that will help me, I'm miserable all the time, I'm so stressed about nothing. Today's my 30th birthday and I can't believe I'm beginning my 30s so miserably. I really wish for a disease to kill me. My husband can't take my depression anymore I'm sure. I am just at a loss.

Hi Bkro,
I'm so sorry you feel so sad on your birthday. You said that you're stressed out over nothing but OCD isn't nothing, it's a health problem and a big issue.
I know it would be ironic to say "Happy Birthday," but at least you can be proud that you made it to age 30- that is something, you're now a third done with life! Yay!
I just wanted to send some magic dust over to you hoping your birthday will have at least a flash of joy in it at least once.
Hi and welcome to the board--although, as for everyone I wish it were under better circumstances and that we didn't have NEED for such a board. At any rate, I'm glad it is here!
Things can look so "black" and hopeless when we're in the midst of it, can't it... I know, because as with others here, I've lived through it. I suffered from Major Depression off and on for many years and also with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder as well as an anxiety disorder. I know it's not easy--and I also know that it leaves one feeling hopeless. For many years, I was just existing and figuring that's all there was. When the suicidal urges/acts began, it just seemed like "What's the point? It will never get any better!"
Hey there,
Hey there,
i know for me, i felt silly later, but there's nothing to be embarrassed about.
reach out, call out, for help...i'm praying for you.
take care,
nita