I'm sorry I missed your post earlier. Ivillage pooped out on me while I was in the middle of posting.
I'm sorry to hear that you're thinking about suicide again, but glad that is only on the peripheral right now. I hope you will keep a watch on that and know when you need to reach out to help in your community or go to the ER.
I'm sorry that the farm situation didn't work out and the other roommate either. It is hard living with someone with a mental disorder, just ask anyone who has lived with me ha! I'm glad that he lady from work has offered her place for the interim and hope that you will be able to find something in the next month or so.
hi schitz - that was a darn long posting that I posted. Thanks for reading all my stuff. In a way I think writing my stuff and having people like you and lori and the rest give attention to it helps a lot. So much has happened to me in the last couple of months that if I didn't write and have support i would go off. Yes totally off! I am having some unusual experiences. Whew! Thanks for your support
"...Have you contacted any social service agencies?" Interesting suggetion. Thanks... I worked for a social service agency. I don't think I will find much compassion there. They think of homeless people and people in need the same way as everyone else.
Thanks for your advice, I will keep networking amongst friends and associates as best I can. My faith in God is my strength.
My thoughts are with you. A good, safe home is so important, and I think everyone deserves it no matter what.
You sure are trying many options, one of them is bound to work out somehow, you're working so hard to get stability and I know you will find it soon.
I would not want to live in a shelther either. I can't blame you at all for your feelings. It upsets me that conditions are so bad and unsafe in shelters though, no one should have to live in a dangerous place.
I don't know what I would do in that situation, I probably would have no clue. I think you're being very resourceful in trying different things, even though they haven't worked out yet one of them will. I pray you find decent home soon.
(((hubbub)))
I'm sorry I missed your post earlier. Ivillage pooped out on me while I was in the middle of posting.
I'm sorry to hear that you're thinking about suicide again, but glad that is only on the peripheral right now. I hope you will keep a watch on that and know when you need to reach out to help in your community or go to the ER.
I'm sorry that the farm situation didn't work out and the other roommate either. It is hard living with someone with a mental disorder, just ask anyone who has lived with me ha! I'm glad that he lady from work has offered her place for the interim and hope that you will be able to find something in the next month or so.
Good luck. Hugs,
Hey there,
"...Have you contacted any social service agencies?" Interesting suggetion. Thanks... I worked for a social service agency. I don't think I will find much compassion there. They think of homeless people and people in need the same way as everyone else.
Thanks for your advice, I will keep networking amongst friends and associates as best I can. My faith in God is my strength.
Edited 6/6/2006 11:47 pm ET by hubbub270
Oh hubbub,
My thoughts are with you. A good, safe home is so important, and I think everyone deserves it no matter what.
You sure are trying many options, one of them is bound to work out somehow, you're working so hard to get stability and I know you will find it soon.
I would not want to live in a shelther either. I can't blame you at all for your feelings. It upsets me that conditions are so bad and unsafe in shelters though, no one should have to live in a dangerous place.
I don't know what I would do in that situation, I probably would have no clue. I think you're being very resourceful in trying different things, even though they haven't worked out yet one of them will. I pray you find decent home soon.